Grim

Hold me now
or like a moth I’ll fly,
But right into the black
I don’t know why.

Unable to veer from
The wide gaping maw;
An arrow here I come,
Straight into Death’s jaw

I soar not towards
But from all things away.
Yesterday, today, tomorrow;
All the same.

I am not brave.
Nor do I fear.
The known, the unknown;
No difference here.

I’ll fly
but not for the fun
I’ll fly
too close to the sun

I’ll drift
And land where I will
I’ll shift
And my soul shall spill

Not much
That’s not bitter pill.
All is such;
Ground through the mill.

So get busy;
Scurry with fury all about.
Make meaning in a tizzy,
Before Death sighs, “Lights out.”

Too soon brittle
And bitter-aged you’ll grow.
Better get on with every little,
Before He turns the lamp down low.

It’s a one-act play,
A tragedy to be sure.
While there’s light, make your hay;
Reaper’s coming with the cure.

Run if you will,
Pray for stone walls.
There’s nowhere to hide,
Grim comes for us all.

For You to Love

The being still
The waiting
The not knowing
While fire grows everywhere inside

I want you to tell me
I want you here
Will it be yes, will it be no
I can’t stand the fear

Please come to me
Let me be the one
To know you, to hold you
Only you, always you

I’m just me
And I hope that can be
More than just enough
For you to love

And I’ll be right here
Waiting, if not patiently

I’ll try to be still
I’ll sit right here until
You tell me I am yours
(Now slide out of those pants, and slip off those drawers)
And I’ll be nervous
And filled with want
But I’ll be waiting
For you right here

I’ll be waiting
For you right here

I’m just me
And I hope that can be
More than just enough
For you to love

~Fallon Ray